at the end of the day I am content, maybe even somewhat relieved, that I only have myself and a very few close friends(who may even live distances away). Call it stubborn, call it judgmental, call it a trust issue; it very well may be. Although, to perhaps rationalize the situation a bit in my defense, the only standard I have is genuineness; an honest, candid, loving, and adequately deep of a person. I don't feel I should have to compromise with my conscience to be a participant in some superficial friendship. One should not be arbitrated for wanting to be singular on weekends to rest, read a novel, catch a movie, exercise, or drive no where.
I cannot wait for life, I am beyond anxious.
My wings are flapping, any moment now I can take off, and just... Soar.
About Me
- Delanie
- I'm Delanie. I'm the type of person who won't repeat the same mistake after making it once. For me, there's not a trace of existence in favor for societies portrayal of how things should be. I do and think for myself, for my personal benediction, but with respect and a humble approach. I do things on my own time.. definitely not someone who plans things out before hand or like to make decisions, I tend to just go with the flow. Not always a good quality, but it can be if performed tastefully. I come from a family big on morals and integrity. I'd do absolutely anything for each and everyone of them. Despite past decisions, my ultimate goal in life is for God's word to be at forefront of my mind in decision making, speaking, when I'm happy or when I'm hurting. Right now my focus is me, discovering, learning, making sure I give my best shot at whatever I put my head and heart to, doing whatever it is that will keep me smiling, spending time with people that make life worth while, and altogether bettering myself as a person. If all of this means taking chances, making changes, and sacrificing then I'm up for it.
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