After a nice inclined jog, minus over 500 calories, feeling nothing but invincible.. Within only a verse of a song that I have never heard before by an artist not of my choosing, then contemplating the lyrics... I am instantly shot down; drowning quickly in my own head, everything goes black, awoken by a flash, and I am suddenly reliving moments play by play, take by take in which I am in a constant battle with. Someone then hit the fast forward button, loneliness takes control, and now I find myself here in the midst of a stupid decision that I should not have to make: either draw this feeling out, close the blinds, watch one of those movies, and cuddle with my covers and memories or compete with this feeling, put my running shoes back on, and find myself miles away from home... Wait, what is home? Oh man, now I really got myself in a pickle.
Time for a run.
About Me
- Delanie
- I'm Delanie. I'm the type of person who won't repeat the same mistake after making it once. For me, there's not a trace of existence in favor for societies portrayal of how things should be. I do and think for myself, for my personal benediction, but with respect and a humble approach. I do things on my own time.. definitely not someone who plans things out before hand or like to make decisions, I tend to just go with the flow. Not always a good quality, but it can be if performed tastefully. I come from a family big on morals and integrity. I'd do absolutely anything for each and everyone of them. Despite past decisions, my ultimate goal in life is for God's word to be at forefront of my mind in decision making, speaking, when I'm happy or when I'm hurting. Right now my focus is me, discovering, learning, making sure I give my best shot at whatever I put my head and heart to, doing whatever it is that will keep me smiling, spending time with people that make life worth while, and altogether bettering myself as a person. If all of this means taking chances, making changes, and sacrificing then I'm up for it.
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